Fitting photo by Marcus Nilsson.
Good morning, Kids.
So I've been feeling "wrestless". I know...it's spelled "restless". But right now, my spelling fits the occasion better. I feel like something has seriously shifted since the election. Certainly in the country, and likely the world, but also in me. And I'm just having a time "wrestling" with certain thoughts and things. (See what I mean about "wrestless"?)
Without elaborating on any one thing specifically, I've just started to reexamine this blog. Basically, there are some things, personal things, that I think about getting off my chest here. Some things I find upsetting. But things that I think bear some addressing. I just don't know if this is the right place to do it? But then think this is the perfect place to do it! In short, I don't know what I want to do in this immediate moment.
I really like to keep things toward the positive at the Bedlam. Fun, silly, inspiring, light, etc. But this blog is still connected to "me", a person, a life...and as we all well know life is a mixed multitude of moments and feelings. Some close to me say I should keep private things private but that is there own perspective on the subject of privacy, really, not me. I am not particularly private as a person. Of course, that is not to say that I keep nothing private...I understand the concept of boundaries in social circumstances. You're okay there, Kids. The question is not if I should edit, but what should I edit. And I am in a very grey area on that one at the moment.
Now don't go and start worrying that the Bedlam has taken a turn for the worse. My fondness and appreciation for all things aesthetically pleasing is and forever will be ongoing! Afterall, it's all the beauty and frivolity that give me hope and appreciation for the world. But, let's face it, life isn't always sunshine...but does that mean there couldn't be illumination by the moon?
Have a good weekend, Kids.
And thanks for reading.